Post revisited - too much errors :D nc

AAAAAAhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
omg... yesterday.. what for a day..i posted the last thing.. and then...
i said something about a good news..and it came a bad bad bad news.
But what could i do? return to ticino for this person? when i could do anything? or rest here and enjoy the night?
at the end...i decided for the second.
but in the middle of the party... an other bad news.... and the alcohol helped my tears... my god!
but... i thought.. if i cannot do REALLY ANYTHING, why i'm staying here, to cry, when i can .. well, when i can think to something a little bit happier?
ja.. and i enjoied the night.. more or less, well..
maybe it wasn't so right for this person, but i think that he can understad.

now, i followed what happened in venezuela. i'm shocked, totally.
what does it mean democracy?
omg... but maybe is better if i don't speak about it. i wont to be rude, now. no! i'm too tired eheheh...
but i cannot sleep. strange?! na... i lost so...like 100102'8e390127841919478 hours (sleep-hours) and i don't know WHY. if i did party, ok.. but no party! and no sleep.... uhh :(



I want to say another thing: how is difficult to thake, everyday, some decision. little, too. drink some pineapple juice or only orange juice?
and wear the red pullover? or the blue? ehehhe
no.. i mean a little more importat things. like....sleep less and study more, so i can do more party and... other stuff.
but sleep is important, too.

well. stop with stupid thoughts. but the next post... i want to write some more interesting things.

A.

ps.... M. tut mir leid bella... but i'm here. :) call me if u need something
and D. smak ;) and thx for ur comments

A is back

I'm back!!
ehehe.. today bad day,,,i thought! but... i recived a good newsssss so.. yeeehh!!!
i'm tired but not cuz i don't sleep ... i don't know why i cannot sleep... mhm.... bad bad...
i have too much thoughts... mhm...
sometimes i think that i'm goung crazy :D eheheheh
but... at the end, wow... i'm so surprised about myself. i'm pride. and some people know what i'm talking about.

the uni-life changed my life..so..wow!
i'm happy, really really happy.

and now?
now let's go party ehehhe... tonight i go out... i need, like ever, some distractions from my mind :D ... thinkin sometimes can be dangerous!
so... attention please :)

enjoy the night!
A.

Frustrating

It is frustrating, know that your most importat dream cannot come true. If u have, and if you are fighting..

Now, i want to say thaaaankkksss belle for the time spent with me!
it was wonderful and crazy too :D like always ehehhe
and OMG thx for saturday night... U are really really the best friends foreva!
I'm so happy, and sosososo lucky.

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I'm already in SG.. and omg.. what for a weather! mhh.... is crazier than me! and this is difficult....
BUT! only 6 days and we begin the school, the 2. semester! i'm so enthusiast!
But.. i miss a thing... my biblio!!! ehehhe
Indeed today i must to go in the uni, because learn at home is very difficult! I have to do another exam...mhmm............

and then! i MUST to prepare the party of my 20. B-Day!

I go to take a shower..and then.. uniiii I COMEEE <3
ehehhe. ya... it's crazy i know... :P

XO,
A.

Metro Station - Shake IT

Always waiting for...

Sorry if my posts are.. a little bit yes, and sometimes total NO!
there is a simple explanation .... i hate don't be stressed, have anything to do, and i hate wait.

I think that i like to run... when i walk, i cannot go slow... the best solution is run. the air in my haair...over the face... is a nice feeling.

And i want to return to te discussion over religion.
I must admit that sometimes i need a god, too. When i have some difficulties, or i think that i canot do it, i need someone to ask what i have to wait, what have I to do. What is the best solution, etc.
But.. I have any religion, i believe only in my capacity, in the human capacity. if i'm here is only thx to my family, and if i stil breathe, is thx to my friends, too. So, how can this feeling have somethjing to do with my decisions? with what i think?
At the end of the story, well, i don't ask help to some gods or... some celestial forces. I think that if i always did all alone, i can do all this time, too.
And it's THIS the WHY i think that there is no god. We "use" it only to... save urselves.. to think that there is something MORE that..or who.. can save us, and do all ok. The gods in general, FOR ME, are only a human rappresentation, that.. is total useful, because not all the people are so stronger, or the situation are so.. agreable... to do all alone, without.. a "imaginated something", that can help, if only we ask..

End of the moral.

I return to te simple and normal life ehehe...
Yesterday, how i have already said, i went to do shopping.
Pratically I emty the Henry Cottons.. i simply LOVE HC!!
Than.. no.. i don't want to do the list to what i bought. Is boring, isn't it?
Today? well.. i don't know.. i want to go to skate. but i think that.. i can resist. it's better so.
It hurts too much!
And... mhh...
I want to say to somebody.. although i think that this person don't read my blog, (un)fortunately..
that i'm ...

Have a wonderful day, guys and gals!
Your A.

New Moon

Today Shopping.
And today is worse.
Is still a matter of patience?
I don't know.

Snow vs. Shopping

Good morning people!
Today is snowing so0oo0o much.. and i have so fear that the snow is higher than me...........and i must dig to go out... but...
anyway
this night i didn't sleep. why? i have read "Twilight". yes, all.
it's good and today i want to buy the other 3 books... but,maybe, not read soooo fast.
But i have nothing to do...and i past all the time to control my handy... it isn't healty. so i spend my time.... to watch the tv... to... watch the films.... to... wath other films....
ehehhe
all the stuffs that i couldn't do while i studied.
I want to do some shopping. but now...with this snow...mhhh.....................only bed, bed and bed and ...relaaaax!! it's never too much.

And thx D. for saturday. i think that without u i .. was lost. U know what i mean.

And tomorrow come M!!!! And friday A.!! <3>

This is too much for me

Sometimes a person needs only an embrace...
.. so will not fall down.